Thursday, July 07, 2005

What do I grab on to?

Her Organic Highness has left for the wilds of Maine for 10 days and I am facing old familiar situations again. That which I expected to do cannot happen for one reason or another. Some options were not wise to begin with, and others were just whims. But alas nothing on my radar is there when I expected it to flutter w/ activity.

So all the lines I intended to grasp are not there. And this has happened before. And it still sucks. So, what's the lesson here? Am I being saved by Divine Intervention? Is Fate smacking me across the face? Is a God laughing at my feeble plans being dashed?

I don't feel desperate, however. I feel like I have lots of options open and that I am being sheperded into the fields of progress and accomplishment for some Better, Higher Purpose. Still, I feel like I ordered wine and got cod liver oil.

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